to all of my friends and family and you who dropped by, Merry Christmas 2009 and Happy New Year 2010 Let’s hope that next year is going to be better than ever and that we’re going through Christmas without any bomb exploding anywhere near us. May you all be healthy, success, and happy in 2010. May us all be. Love, mf

it’s undeniable that he is one of the main reason I took a big step in my life and start over in a completely new place with no one to hang on but him. I know that I am not the expert in making a good decision, but for now – let’s just hope that I am going to be okay. That I will survive this place and people. amen.

It sucks when your relationship is now going to the phase where both of the player in the game are very sensitive towards each other. About what being said and done. What I want right now is the old us, the one pair of laughs and fun. the one with full of smile. the one that are eager to welcome the future together. the one where there are shoulders to cry on. And aside from that, I hate the fact that you have nothing to loose in this game. You have no obligation of loving me – caring me. You have no obligation to want me in the future. You don’t have to work this out. You have a future...

I was just wondering, why most men do not care to close the doors while they’re peeing in their own bathroom. Why??

Kamu satu-satunya orang yang selalu memasang wajah palsu di hadapanku tanpa pernah sedikitpun menunjukkan kulit aslimu. Apa yang kamu katakan bukan kebenaran tapi bukan juga kebohongan, sederhana dengan semua makna yang tersembunyi. Kita tertawa, terkadang, membicarakan masa lalu yang pernah juga dilalui bersama. Tapi kita lebih banyak terdiam, katamu, itu salah satu cara menghargai sesama. Menenggelamkan diri dalam kesunyian yang masing-masing rasakan tanpa perlu mengeluarkan kata. Katamu, sebelum suara itu ada, diam adalah cara kita berkomunikasi dengan sesama. Maka aku diam ketika hati mengungkapkan...

take a look back at this road it finally came to an end i can’t believe it’s all over take a look back at this road where it finally came to an end i can’t believe it’s all over..

Kwart over zeven op zondagmorgen//On Sunday morning at 7,15 Hoor ik een stem die heel zachtjes aan me vraagt//I heard a very soft voice asked me a question Ben je al wakker pap?//Dad, are you awake? Kom je gezellig mee naar beneden?//Would you like to go downstairs with me? Moet je straks werken of ben je vrij vandaag?//Do you have to go to work soon or are you having your day off today? En ga je dan even met mij op stap?//And would go with me for a moment? Ooooh wat gaat de tijd toch snel//Oh, how fast time  goes by Gisteren nog zag ik haar voor het eerst//Yesterday I saw her for the first time Lag...

I tried to write about you like hundreds of times, many-many words still could not explain what I experienced with you in such a young age. I don’t call you my soul-mate, nor my love of my life but one thing for sure you taught me a lot about life and surprised me with your unique life-desire. One week long you let me wait followed by another three months of arguments and then one small talk session at the hospital while we were visiting our friend’s mother and everything went better for a while. I’ve been hurt, in a position full of disappointments from other people but I remember...

Well, here we go.. I was born in Bandung, Indonesia, 30th May on the same year when a band from Irlandia ‘U2′ released ‘With or Without You’ and hit the billboard. The band soon became one of my favorite artist (and yes, I saw them live in Amsterdam not so long ago).  My family raised me with a very modern thought and gave me a lot of space and freedom to do what I want. I grew up in Bandung almost my whole life and spent one season in Adelaide, South-Australia when the 1998 massacre happened in Jakarta and other big cities. At that point of my life, I know that I enjoy...

Kenapa Musik Indie? Dimulai dari tahun 70’an scene musik indie mulai merebak, dimulai dari UK dan USA lalu akhirnya masuk ke Indonesia. Mengutip perkataan Denny Sakrie, Guruh Gipsy yang menelurkan album pertamanya di tahun ’76 dipercaya sebagai group band pertama yang memiliki album indie di Indonesia walaupun memang scene Indie sendiri mulai lebih terdengar gema-nya oleh umum setelah keluarnya album (EP) dari PAS Band yang berhasil terjual sebanyak 5000 keping di pertengahan ‘90an. Perkembangan musik indie sendiri makin terasa di tahun ‘90an yang diikuti oleh maraknya distro (Pro Shop,...